Friday, December 7, 2012



One of the advantages of growing up as a “bush missionary’s kid” was that I got to drive a big truck at a very young age…similar to many of you who grew up on the farm or in rural areas of the States.  I used to absolutely LOVE it when Dad would say “Hey Faith, you want to drive?”  As if I would say NO… are you kidding?
I remember being very young the first time that he did it… maybe 6 or so… I am not sure of the age. He would set me in his lap, put my hands on the steering wheel, and let me “drive” our big old 4-wheel-drive truck.  There is nothing like it…that feeling…I couldn’t get enough of it.  Do you remember that feeling?  I thought I was big stuff then.
            The reality of it was that I was not really driving at all.  Oh, my hands were on the steering wheel and I was turning it, but Dad’s knee was really steering so that I would not get myself into trouble.  His foot operated the brake, gas, and clutch…especially since mine had about 2 feet to grow before there was even contact with the pedals, much less control.
            That is how I feel being here in Sierra Leone.  God is steering.  He doesn’t really need me...but He wants me along.  Just for the fun of it, He lets me “steer” (see patients, diagnose them, and give them medications), but make no mistake, if it were really ME steering we would have crashed and burned a long time ago.  The difference is that now I am grown up enough (at least for the moment) to know that I am not really steering… I am just having a great time working with my “Dad”…my Abba.
            Here is one example.  On November 27, I had a patient named Balu come to see me.  She is family of one of our staff here at the Bible School and has been seriously sick for over a month.  There is presently no nurse available near her home 70+ miles from here, so she and her mother scraped together enough money to come here to try and get medical help.  In fact, she was so ill, that a nurse that came to their village had to give her IV fluids in order to get her well enough to travel.  Balu is about 5 foot 6 or 7 inches, and when I assessed her, she weighed 90.6 pounds.  As I listened to her history and assessed her I (as usual) found myself praying, “Please Lord, show me what to do”.  I don’t have any lab testing materials, but I thought maybe I had found the source of the problem.  Got her started on the Medications that I was able to find that were appropriate, instructed them on how to feed her so that she could rebuild, and we prayed together.
            Yesterday (December 7) after 7 days of treatment, I reweighed her.  She weighs 106 pounds.  She has gained 16 pounds in 7 days.  In fact, after just two days of treatment, she was up and walking around, and after three days, started doing little jobs around the house.  It sure seems miraculous to me, especially when you consider that one of the medicines that I had her taking was a hefty dose of Flagyl.  If you have ever taken Flagyl, you know that it is very unpleasant.  Everything tastes like aluminum foil, and your stomach is upset and queasy most of the time.  There is some debate among Flagyl takers as to whether or not it is better to just stay sick. J
            I am so blessed to have a daily front row seat, on the lap of my heavenly Dad, to the miracles that He does in the lives of the people around me.  To those of you who support us, in finances and in prayer… Thank you…from all of us here in Sierra Leone.

A MK's perspective


My 13-year-old daughter wrote this for her homework assignment.  I thought you might enjoy hearing her perspective:

          If you walk down the road going out of the Bible School, you will see mango leaves blowing in the wind, plants growing, charcoal smoking and people working.  The people you will see will have all different kinds of clothes on. They could be going to work at the farm, walking to town, going to find wood, going to make potato heaps in the swamp, or maybe going to plant rice, peanuts, or sweet potatoes.  They could be going to make charcoal.  If you kept waking, you would begin to see fewer people.  All you would see would be birds of many colors calling to each other and many different kinds of flowers, insects, plants, butterflies and sometimes animals.  All you would hear would be frogs croaking and every once in a while, the sound of an axe on dry wood.          
          This is the place where I am spending part of my life as a missionary kid, around people who act like one big family. They call each other brother or sister even if they haven’t even met before.  They live the life of hard working people, but they always make time for fun.  They have fun working as a group and are always laughing and joking around.  Most of the people here are skinny and don’t get enough food, but that’s what people look like… not WHO he or she is.  They may be the ugliest person you have ever seen but they have a happy, loving feel about them, and their hearts are the most beautiful part about them.  If the world were full of those kinds of people there would not be as many wars.

Sometimes humbleness can come to us in the most unexpected of ways, and most often it is when we were not even aware we were in need of it.  When I teach the Bible School students here about the definition of humility, I teach them that it means being aware of the reality of who we are as compared to God…
I learned that today.
I try on this blog to share some of everything… the funny, the adventurous, the spiritual lessons that I learn, the cross-cultural experiences…
… and - every once in a while, the nitty-gritty, the rubber-meets-the-road realities of life as a missionary..
You get the nitty-gritty today.
There is a Bible School employee who, by Sierra Leonean standards is very well off.  Both he and his wife have jobs, where for most, employment is very difficult to find.  He came to me today to ask for help because he said that he was unable to feed his family.  I suspected that he just wanted money, as he has exhibited that tendency in the past, but didn’t want to ignore a plea for help, so I decided to have compassion on him.  It so happened that we had about a dollar in the house at the time, so I literally had nothing to give him.  I expressed sympathy for him and let him know that I had no money but that I had some groundnuts (a staple food here) that I would give him.  He said groundnuts would not help him.  So, I offered him some sweet potatoes, which he hesitantly accepted. 
Now, here is the nitty-gritty part.  I don’t know how we are going to make it through the month, giving is down.  I am NOT complaining.  I know that December is a hard month for everyone, and we have it good compared to so many others...  I only share this in order to explain that those sweet potatoes were a part of what I was depending on in order to stretch our food supply through the month. 
 Roy helped me bag up some sweet potatoes and gave them to the man and he began to walk away….
     ….WITHOUT so much as a “thank you”.
And I got mad.
I called him back and quietly said, “We shared our food with you, you need to tell my husband thank you”.  That was all I said.
He very sheepishly went and thanked Roy.  And that was all that was said.
But….
In my heart, I was still really frustrated.
About an hour later (yes, I am ashamed to admit it) it was still on my mind as I sat on our verandah doing our hand wash.  (The clothes were getting VERY clean!)  As I washed I was venting to God and asking Him to help me let it go.
I looked up, and there came little 4-year-old Tomue (Too-mway) trit-trotting happily along on the way to our house with a little broken-handled pot on her head.  She walked right up to me, informed me she had brought me a gift, and set her pot down in front of me…

….full of sweet potatoes….

As I looked into those adorable brown eyes, I am quite sure that I saw Jesus looking back at me.  In the quiet of my heart, His voice spoke to remind me …
HE is my protector…
       HE is my defender….
                        HE is my provider…
                                    …for ALL that I need.
Somehow, I think these potatoes are going to taste a lot like humble pie…but ever SO SWEET!